My fight with life, present tense, and out of health! Here are quick links to get to the story faster, can be good if you have read before Days of hell. Lives go on 22 augusti & forvard Booked time Ask the Doctor B12 too safe the heart - American video - Video on american A doctor discovered how a vitamin could save a patient's life, before their heart stopped beating Page to read with video To jump in tha text! Both work, health and coexistence have traveled in different ways. One thing is certain! I will never give up! How life can change in a few hours! Losing Behepan (injectable vitamin B12), was a disaster. The 17 years of medical maltreatment were back in the form of anxiety and depression, but without drugs and addiction. The alternative was nothing that worked for me. It has been worked for me to get something else. But for strange reasons it took 3 months. Not the doctor's fault. But I may have put him through some complaints in the meantime, my mood! But the fact that I have an anemia that the world outside the Regional Health Service considers to be far too low does not make matters any better. Research in Sweden and abroad says that the reference values health care has set in certain situations are not at all what promotes health as a whole. Wholeness has also become a victim in healthcare! The body is a whole and so much is connected and affects other things than what the care wants to see. Hipotyreos? But anyway, my reaction was exactly what I experienced before and what I hoped for, now I just hope it lasts longer than a week, hopefully two months. My new alternativ ampulls I am going ahead with claims for treatment of the anemia! Not everyone gets that result in their persistence to get the right care! ___________________________________ Newt 2023-07-17 How has the sequel been??? It's a Disaster! ! ! Have now been eating iron tablets for a long time. I haven't had any results with sleep and fatigue! We will only find out what the values look like on August 12. In my anger at the nonchalant attitude towards me and my problems, I thought "shit" in continued contact with care. But anger must not rule life. An anger that in many ways comes from the feeling the B12 deficiency now creates. The belief was that the effect would last for 2 months. I note that I burned the depot. It could be due to the body being worn out by low blood levels. It has been established in other countries that those values must be higher than what the Swedish standard specifies. How is it that healthcare today does not see the body as a whole. What is it that makes many elderly people have bodies that cannot cope with loads in different ways and why do the problems with inflammation, heart failure, thyroid problems and mental weakness come in the form of depression and fatigue, sometimes stress that causes problems to sleep! All of this is actually connected in the body. But doctors don't see it that way today. Each thing has its assessment and the basis we do not have the ability to look at. I'm missing a vitamin I need today! If it weren't for that, I would feel much better. But since sleep is affected by blood shortages (found in research), that too must be remedied! When you talk to staff who work at Vifor Pharma Nordiska AB with medical knowledge (see about anemia HERE), they believe that heart failure patients should be well above the values that the healthcare system considers sufficient. The blood values can only be affected by food intake or supplements of some kind. As LiveGood Super Red for example (also look at other products such as Super Green, Amino acid, Protein etc.)! What does the body need? Is it primarily medication to alleviate the symptoms that we mention to our doctors? NO! The body needs the substances that it lacks in quantity and ratio of what is needed, such as cannabinoids, a building block that medicine does not talk about, found in CBD oil (without THC, which is drug-inducing), all minerals, vitamins and enzymes. Not found in the medicines, what is possibly prescribed are chemically produced as a rule and not based on the natural that is available to take advantage of in our nature. Building a body that has resilience is the most important thing we have to do! But worth remembering is that every body is different from the other. There, too, the care has gone haywire! Can't put it any other way. Norms may be a good starting point, but you have to look at the individual. If you do not get the expected result of an annual measure, you may have to look outside the norm, find out if other things have shown better results. I have lost faith in healthcare today. There is so much gurkel in the handling that affects. The fact that I, as a patient, have acquired knowledge results in a comment on the side of the medical record telling the next case manager that I have a diagnosis of TPL (elves in the loft). Could well be established during two visits to the emergency room to, if possible, get help with the anemia there. But that the health care party's representative's values, which were the same as mine, gave a completely different result, namely acute blood transfusion fusion. Interesting to see what is written on 1177 regarding anemia. The comments regarding B12 deficiency are missing some symptoms in the outlay, probably the most important, namely the impact of the mental and psychological problems! What happened in the emergency room makes me think a lot. Come in at 5pm, samples are taken, lots of people, not enough beds, am asked if I can sit in the waiting room. Yes, of course I'm not feeling well but not so that I need a bed. stays there and new people come in, the same people go home. At 11 p.m. I ask if people have forgotten me, because now there are several who left who arrived hours after me! No, so I sit down, but have difficulty sitting still as I fall asleep in uncomfortable positions that cause pain (an old body). When it's 1 a.m. I give up and ask to have the needle removed. The reaction from the nurse gives me vibes that it was exactly what was wanted and expected. "Then you deviate, I note that." Okay, what can I say? But any notes from the visit with a comment that I deviated are not in my journal. Is it in their notes on the side? Made an attempt today, 17/7, to change the health center to Älvdalen, but the nurse did not think that gave any better results, especially given that they could not give injections with the special B12 that is taken home for me. Found only at Mora care centre. A good source to read about what problems B-12 deficiency creates! The medical journal Läkartidningen Doctors news journey, translated! That it is necessary to fight, the fight to get help with vitamin B12 has shown. I thought for a while that I would pretty much get the injections I need, but still no. In the near future I thought I would have the injectable changed to cyanocobalamin, or whatever the doctors found working for me. Life too circumstantial to draw the whole story regarding B12 deficiency due to operation Billroth II in 1974. From the beginning treated with psychotropic drugs and addictive medicine instead of injections of B12. As one actually had knowledge that I would have had. But even today, the symptoms give health care a reason to run the same medication, for example for Vegans. In 1993, they found out about my deficiency after the sixth suicide attempt. A lot of people think I shouldn't talk about the fact that the medication brought them on. In 2019, the product Behepan disappeared from the market and the alternative did not work at all, for me.Beskrivning at my first injection! The symptoms that appear are many and some ruin life so badly! B12 Symptom! A funny event, you could say, happened on Tuesday, January 31. The contact with my current doctor was very good, I thought, although at my worst mental moments (B12 symptoms) I question a lot. But he has his superiors and systems to deal with as well. Hyroxcoblamin ,which we have today and not Cyanocobalamin, thus does not work well for many of us. There, the doctors have realized for me that I need it and stated that it is available in Germany. On license it's on its way home. The hope it creates for me is indescribable (later a lost hope, which really makes me depressed, I deal with finances and women, relationships, but nonchalance in care, reminds me of the 17 years I was on drugs, due to misdiagnosis !). Earlier this fall, I mentally struggled trying not to feel the downs and ups. But now with the hope for the future, I thought I should note and record my mood. I wrote that down in a letter to my doctor. Which I would leave at the Vårdcentralen. Seen that I got an appointment for injection 3/2. Comes up to the ward and lämnar brevet i receptionen. Then the phone rings from the Vårdcentralen. The nurse says, you accidentally got an appointment on Friday! !!!STOP!!! Must not be a mistake! From my reaction, she realizes that I need that time! So the day, time for injection, The night has been hell. No sleep to speak of. Very difficult to get up. Well up, breakfast. Out to start the car -6.1 C so no cold. Just as full, the car won't start. Worked the day before when I went to Centrumkyrkan to get a box of food. Battery dead, still the eye shows green. Thankfully, the neighbors came here the night before, run over and beg for a ride. Get assistance. While I'm waiting, I call the automated system for booking an appointment at the Vårdcentralen, thinking I'll probably get a phone appointment this afternoon. But the injection time 11.00 and they will call at 11.00 I can get a message to the nurse in time. Waiting outside the treatment room. The patient in there has a drop in blood pressure. Total callback, tens of people join. I am shown into another room. In the mess, there are suddenly two nurses with ampoules for my injection in the room! What am I creating??? Friday's injection gives me a nice weekend as far as sleep and constipation are concerned. How can a vitamin stir up the body like that and you lie there and try to relax. Trying to block out every thought or idea that pops into your head. But also this with the stool, I feel on Sunday that I have to resort to enemas (clyx). A lot of blood on the paper, my feeling that something is off and is not a hemorrhoid, is reinforced all the time. After a couple of hours at the computer, it feels like poison is leaving the body. A ski trip of what I think is 9 Km. Now I'll arrive by Monday. She was 04 before sleep, the clock rings, turns off and goes back to sleep. Hell! Up at 09.30 tired, but not down in temper. The stomach is full of gas, a trip to the toilet. Half turn Klyx, Just a hard bullet. Gases remain. The gases I get out of me require strong contractions, really strong efforts are required. I have started training with my skiing. Could it be that it makes the vitamin burn faster? Because already Monday afternoon I start to lose the joy that is usually in my body. Until then I thought I had a plan of action according to the doctor's way of seeing things. Not based on my reality of body function! Perhaps would have loudly protested. But having a doctor who suggests that he listens and believes in me I felt was necessary and therefore did not cliché with him about the plan of action. I have received a letter promising me injections as soon as ampoules arrived from Germany. I am very aware of what my positive outlook on life brings to me and the people around me. What a disaster it created when I didn't function like that, due to the B12 depots being emptied. Some day when the injection of Behephan was delayed, work or missed in the schedule. My partner at the time could usually see and feel when the depot was empty. When people close to you don't want to understand. Then I have had to leave them to take care of my own life in the first place. It has meant hostility and humiliation. But I know I'm not responsible! For that reason I am alone today! Want to feel balance and stability first - maybe! The longing to have someone by one's side is great! All week I fight the "demons" skiing, snow shoveling. Know I should contact the doctor to get another injection, but know I don't have money for fuel for that trip. Jobs with websites and daring to look ahead with network marketing companies. A product I long for, which is released in the USA and Mexico and which will come to Europe shortly. For people with burnout, it has straightened out the lives of many. Whoever produced it has himself lived with burnout and for that reason created it! Also being presented other new products where we can connect and build networks before the products are even public. Realizing that I can handle the trip for the injection. Call and get an appointment on Friday February 17 after two. Goes in and gets the injection. But what is it? Gets no reaction from it within the following hours and also not further into the evening at night. You can even think about whether I am tested with saline solution (placebo?) to find out if I really have the reactions that I am talking about? No, it can't be. The question is whether there are several makes and there is a certain difference in content. On Saturday and Sunday I have the same bad feeling I've had lately, so not the positive reaction I usually have for four or five days! On the contrary, I get the same reaction as when I first got Cobalamin instead of Behephan up in Sälen. A total twisting of the body. Mentally totally at rock bottom. The most unpleasant thing is that everything becomes very messy in thoughts and activities. Impossible to concentrate. One day after another, the mood is under all criticism. Most worrying is that the stomach does not want to work. The intestinal system is definitely not working as it should. Pain in the intestinal system on the right side. Typical sensation of an inflamed gut. Where gases cannot pass as they should and neither can faeces. The Pronax in the morning eases the pain for a few hours during the day. At every meal, the stomach reacts in the form of regurgitation/nausea. Often lasts from ½ hour up to an hour. Often with the onset of a lot of acid regurgitation. During Gastroscopy, no symptoms have been found that suggest changes, damage. The impression I got is that I don't empty myself to the extent I should. Doesn't seem to help with enemas either. Physical examination of prostate enlargement has been done a number of times. No reason to treat it. But what I can experience is that if I go out to urinate, about ten meters, you don't do it at the door. As soon as I have thrown water, I get strong sensations of needing to go to the toilet for stool, have to rush. When I immediately do my needs, I have to throw water and twice as much as I did outside. What is the chicken and what is the egg. Waiting for a contact from healthcare is just too damned! Why I'm waiting! Well, the promise was given in a letter on February 6 So what do you feel when you sit here in the caravan in all your loneliness. A mental state that makes me realize that I should stay here and away from other people who don't know me very well. I am not the person who usually loses control of my temper. But I do today. Which also means that within the doors of healthcare I would easily receive a diagnosis that could lead to forced admission to a mental institution. Being put on forced medication that I was born with between 1977 and 1993! I can't believe today that I would get that medication for free!. It is available at the pharmacy as a prescription! On 3/28, samples were taken that I asked for to see where I was in terms of Cobalamin. I see here that I am at a level just above what is recommended for a person receiving injections to be at. Regarding research in, among other things Netherlands. Here at home, we have the norm up to 625 pmol/L. What I am reacting to today is that nothing has happened in terms of conversation and further sampling, when I see the test result of S-ferretin which is below the reference level. Anemia usually causes fatigue and weakness in fitness and balance. Thus, a back-up of problems and symptoms found in B12 deficiency. The feeling I've had lately has just been linked to sleep, fatigue, balance and fitness! Why is it that nothing has caused communication with me? My outrage is very dependent on this. Just considering how I was treated after surgery in 1974 to -93, pure abuse through care and legitimately prescribed medicine created the drug addiction I had to suffer from and take care of. I deal with it in my own way, with fresh thinking, determination to sort myself out and not risk being forced into care that doesn't make me feel better, but care is considered the only solution. It has been seen and heard that forced mental health care replaces treatment for B12 deficiency! Where is our society headed? I strongly feel that the academic world has left much of the working reality out of its thoughts and reflections. if this type of situation occurs it is not written in the books. By always relating to the written word from preschool and all reality is based on it, we get occasions when problems cannot be solved based on reason and our own thinking. The solution requires what you didn't get naturally. A bus driver must keep in mind what might be hiding behind the next bend. A carpenter has to think how do I support this so that it will hold the pressure of 1.20 cm of snow when winter comes. It's in books. But it is only when you stand with the pole in your hand and see its nature that you can make the decision. Am I today 2023-05-01 Who is responsible for this development? Appropriate to ask the question on Labor Day! Yes, the power! How about the knowledge outside the written word there! Why do the moraine heaths dry out when you have soil preparation, when it was actually meant to favor growth. Well, you expose the stones to solar radiation and the heat dries out the surrounding masses. Today I wright 2023-05-02 Got a letter in the mail from my doctor! Now I can imagine calling to have a conversation with the doctor. See if I see things that he doesn't see, namely that the pharmacies have remedies at home. Presumably I get to solve the ampoules at my expense. Now if that's what we can use. If so, it will be an exciting time ahead. Hopefully a spring when I can overcome Karin Boye's problems with strength. It hurts when buds break. Because I feel better than five days. Then I know that I also blow over autumn's problems. The leaves are falling and I (not) with them! 2023-05-03 While waiting for a callback, I have time to think a lot about gardening. Based on the letter yesterday, my thinking goes! The closing line, "I know you're struggling!"? Does the doctor actually say that I have read your website (this one)? Being even more strengthened by it when I get in touch with the nurse who calls up! She is ready with the answer that I have to wait for a special fund that will arrive during the month of May! The answer is clear, that what is available at the pharmacy is not what I should have according to the doctors (apparently a collegial decision). I am greatful for that. More knowledge combined more often leads to the right decision. In any case, I will let you know that I am awaiting word from the doctor! The only thing that really matters to me is that I get something that works for me and that I get back the life I had during the years when Behapan was the vitamin supplement. But is healthcare aware of what a lack of B12 means? Hardly, as one relatively often chooses to take for granted that the patient has mental health problems and should be treated with psychotropic drugs in the first place. My insight and my handling of my problems have made me realize that I have to take care of myself, in order not to risk receiving forced care! That's how bad it is. But it also means that when I don't get information and the contacts that I reasonably need then are very much in a catastrophic crisis for my mental well-being. A message I see and feel makes horse lengths in my mood! Of course I don't have a psychologist as my contact who should know my reaction. But I have met one or two of that professional category as well. There is a difference between someone who only has book experience and someone who has personally experienced trauma. As in addiction care, there is a difference between a CBT book-study and someone who has been addicted themselves! Have met doctors who were more psychologists than the psychologist I went to for treatment! In today's society, we have media that are as simple and fast as possible and do not require too much time to effect a communication (message)! The regions should speed up development to make it as simple as possible and within the rules of intrigue we have created in this country. Which in the majority of cases has been given a role that is not a protection for citizens but an obstacle to carry out what is necessary! How am I then? 4/5 2023 After a conversation with hope and a little cursing, the mental will goes to the top! Suddenly there is energy that hasn't been there in weeks. But mentally ill! So the evening continues. Sitting down and writing this above. The evening flows by and I lay down to sleep! Put a pan in your skull and put it on a gas flame that burns through the night! It just bubbles and settles. Can't be stopped. Only sometime around 03:00 sleep manages to come! The clock rings, I fall asleep again. Have it set to two times. Calls again, puts snooze on twice, gets up three times just before 09. starts tinkering with the compost bin - not the breakfast. strewn with sundries. Going to take the medicine, oh hell Thursday, then it's the distribution of the food box that I need at 10.00 to 10.45 desired connection and the clock has already passed 10.10! Such is life! No energy today. Makes me change to summer tires. But the body does not want to participate! With Behepan in my body, I was a person who slept 5-6 hours a night and had no problem falling asleep, as I have today after upsetting events, where the body was put on high speed. Good concentration with a structured way of working. Something I missed during the period 1974 - 1995. Started to improve -93 when Behepanet came into being. I worked to get back into the labor market, but no support from Af or others. In 1997 I ended up out here where I am in the caravan today. A journey in the sign of health started. Aware of what vitamin B12 did to the body. That I couldn't take it up via animal products, which is the norm. When I controlled the timing of the injections through my mood and tried to get a structure on the lower back between them, I was pleasantly surprised that I got longer between them since I started drinking Noni juice (TNJ Tahitian Noni Juce). We learned a lot about enzymes, vitamins and minerals. Knowledge I carry with me even if I don't have designations and names in my head. Have friends who can and know better than me how each subject works. But the interest remains and I clearly see the difference between medicines and nutritional supplements! Should you know more and use them more to feel better? It is tragic that the pharmaceutical industry controls our care through our politicians and civil servants! Know that many doctors are in despair over the lowest price variant which is controlled bureaucratically and not from the medical profession. At the same time, it does not receive education on alternative treatments and products that are natural and not controlled by the pharmaceutical industry. The body should be given the chance to heal itself not to be poisoned by chemical products that should mimic nature's original pharmaceutical properties in our nature! Two days of hell this week! Constantly day and night, I have a grumbling in the intestinal system and quantities of gases that I am allowed to use breath and force to push out. Stops me it has very little effect. Don't have the finances to put more in me. Will be without a week anyway, before retirement. But as I said, not enough benefit. The constipation is palpable. Forced to resort to enemas, Klyx. Then empties the entire system, rather three dm of stool than two. Hard lumps like the larger model stone ball, the one you got ten 1-öres for when I played ball. What then happens to the body is a total exhaustion, The friend with diabetes says that I react like he does when blood sugar drops, only that mine lasts for more than four, five hours. He regains energy after several nourishing bites. Without the lower stomach, the entire system is emptied What I also can't understand are the movements in my stomach right after I eat. Stomach movements are similar to hiccups but stronger and are directly linked to the meal. I'm going to have a lot of hydrochloric acid formation removed. But the strong regurgitation I often get goes beyond everything else. Also causes damage to the mucous membranes in the throat, stings like an open wound. How gratifying it is to get a little notice of what is hopefully in the works! I know for myself how important it is. But I can see how it is for others too! If you have ended up in a role where trawlers and doctors consider that you have no reason to get help or even be listened to, then pain and problems with the body become pure hell. The respect from care in that situation is deplorable. Have heard with my own ears how a nurse prompted the person who answered and said, "Not a doctor NN" As the time before was an examining doctor! With great confidence in us! Shown reason for investigation. Also cannot understand how a nurse should be able to prescribe a physiotherapist without having knowledge or knowledge of the patient's bodily functions! What does this behavior mean from ignorant, unqualified staff? Yes, that you avoid another care recipient, who stops looking for the help they need! Follows the goal of politicians and bureaucrats to save money. If you are old enough and thin, you will eventually disappear completely! Less work! I know myself what this is like! Have been diagnosed with TPL (elves in the loft) but also told by doctors that I was a simulant. Af doctor saw my dilemma with the pen method! Realized that my back gave a hell of ache. Was later corrected by "Lill-Strimma's" masseur. My pelvis, which ended up crooked when I fell backwards on the ice rink at the school in Älvdalsåsen in 1957. The orthopedic department in Västerås and Falun could only state that one leg was 1.5 cm shorter than the other. But a self-taught masseuse and chiropractor fixed it. Although it took six months to get it to stay in the right position! Today, at the age of 78, I run like a gazelle. To be tormented by pain year after year and forced to realize that it is not possible to get help from healthcare is hell! During all these years, I have followed my partner at the time and learned to massage the areas caused by Fibromyalgia, a diagnosis that Dr. Sigge Freis found. The dots moved and eventually subsided. But other diagnoses have followed. PMR Pollymia Rheumatika, Both of these symptoms seem to come and go! When the immune system is low, there will be many problems with inflammatory outcomes, frozen shoulder, etc. Then came Beltros February 2020 and it still hurts. But no follow-up from healthcare. Don't dare to contact, because will only be sent to the physiotherapist, who I can directly say can't do any good for it. Unless he can investigate a deeper fault. I have a strong suspicion of a herniated disc, or nerve inflammation based on what shingles causes in the nervous system, which starts from the spinal center. Spreads towards neck and neck. Neri the sciatic nerve along the leg! Increased problems controlling urination and defecation. Approximately one degree elevated normal temperature. Ignoring a person's expression of aches and pains in the body is something a health care professional would never be allowed to question. Making a person a hypochondriac in the mind without having a reason for it is just too DAMN. Many times there is a relative who really has insight into how the person is really troubled in their body. I know, better than anyone heals, how my ex-partner suffers. I have the answer no nurse or doctor does! Will you support her in the future, I ask the question. Made a call to the VC! Got the recommendation to go to the emergency room! A reasonable recommendation! Of course. because you have pain all the time, you don't run straight to the emergency room because the VC said so. Goes when the pain is at its worst, any time or day. The last few days have been pure hell mentally. What does it really depend on? The thoughts go on. Because even physically you feel that there is no power and energy. An impact can be the changes in nature! When buds burst and the chlorophyll fills the leaves that only burst forth in a few days in some cases hours and fills our surroundings with greenery! In the times when I received Behepan I have felt this. Especially in autumn when the leaves fall. Usually travesty a song lyric, "The leaves fall and I with them!" After all, the mental situation doesn't get better when you realize that you are being treated falsely and in a certain sense are being exploited by feelings you have built up over 35 years! Just getting to grips with your everyday life and realizing that you are alone in life, without the friendly relationship that you hoped to keep. It has been demolished several times since August 2020. Now I have to face reality. Trickier to find strength, to do it when I feel the way I do! Need B12! If you are to be in an action plan. Am I then the one to lay out the strategy and make sure that I feel the best way? More than what has to do with the daily routines and the feeling that I am doing the right thing for body and soul. I have been told by letter that B12 has been raised and should arrive at the end of this month. Now we are there. Is there any news I can enjoy. Is the plan in development. At the same time, there is an old test result that says low S-Ferritin, which has not resulted in any action. No conversation about that either. Who has the answers? Should it be active? I think this is something that healthcare needs to review. Tomorrow Monday will be an interesting day! The result was a test today, Friday. Quick answer was B-Hb Result 131, reference 134-170, so low! Implies? does it affect fatigue, sleep? Will be interesting to see the rest of the answers! Oops, Cobalamin and folic acid were not taken! I want an explanation for that! When does it come? I shouldn't be sad and depressed now! I live in a wonderful environment, with really good friends. I communicate with women who want to meet me to see if there is a future. But when my finances don't allow for the chatting they require over a cup of coffee, I pull out and realize that nothing will happen! To share life with someone, you also have to see and understand (bridge) the problems the other person has. I am about to solve my financial problems. But there is one reason that brings me down - the answers about my health that are not forthcoming. I have a responsibility towards other people, here where I live, but also towards friends I work with to create finances. But others take their responsibility based on me and my needs. In most cases, yes, but not from the care as I and my friends can see it! I make sure to try to enjoy the day. That is the first rule for feeling as good as you can. Anything that can create depression must be dealt with with firm determination. Solve what can be solved by your own strength and will! Nothing solves itself as some people call on others to solve their everyday problems! Oops, I drew a nit in Bingolotto. But I have the membership that gives profit! Does not need to stand pulling on any wheel. "Everyone can win" no everyone who participates is guaranteed to win. It doesn't happen suddenly, it happens after the time that your or other people's work creates. The faster the more jobs you succeed in! Tomorrow is a day of whole wheat in body and soul! Every day effect. Yesterday worked so well with energy and activity. The heavy mental was for a day low, So I got a lot done. Thankful as Bengt needed all the help he could get. He is going up to Sundsvall today and I am alone in charge of the garden. The night! Chaos in the head at bedtime, which just spins around, looked at the clock for the last time as far as I know, 03.00. This means that the fatigue is so palpable and strong that when the clock rings, I switch off and immediately fall back asleep. Misses calling the Health Center to try to force a conversation with the doctor. So now I sit down and write a letter to leave directly at the reception, so it arrives as soon as possible. Sending by post is not possible. At least two days extra delivery. Who knows if there is mail sorting at the infirmary or does it have to go down to Falun and turn around? A day in the sign of hell, but I also fix it out of stubbornness and bull baldness! How lucky that it is such wonderful weather. The weekend should be spent so that the mental can take a back seat. A Spirea bush that had flowered over got a new shape. Taken to the bottom so new things sprout. Flowers in the grounds, overlook any events in Knölsvan's nest. Seems like nothing will happen, but she bravely fights on. Bumped up a probably incubating Partridge (10 eggs), when I took a position for pictures of the reddish Aspen leaves. So it's Monday and I'm locked on the phone hoping for a call from my doctor. But time goes by and hope fails as time goes by! On Wednesday the letter was left here above, Was it free last week or piled up with work, I should be up to date. It was in February that the promise of another injection came! Rested until the end of May. I don't know what it looks like afterwards. If you look through the deficiency, in the research you see mental declines, the impact on the body's functions. How then should the person who should be in charge of measures and information handle that information. Should the spring recipient receive all conceivable information with such contact that worry and unease are reduced as much as possible. Or am I wrong??? Silence, is it sticking to a plan of action? Headache, balance not as it should be, stomach aches all the time. Feels like I need to run to the bathroom all day. If I sit there, I can pass gas but nothing more. Time for an enema that ruins half a day, totally drained of energy and strength. Getting to grips with cooking, hugely important. Actually fixed it so that I gained a kilo in the last year. Letter left on Wednesday. Checked that "my" doctor was on duty today! So then I know. Post delivery today, let's check if any letters have steamed down in the box. But the transport time is long on Regionsbrev. To be managed centrally as far as I know. Then we have Postnord with the same structures! Managers who know nothing about what they are put in charge of! Life goes on in the same spirit! 20 June I received a long-awaited injection! How long did it work, if I am to analyze my own state of mind? Almost three weeks! The first OrsaYran I am out documenting, but I miss the second one. Memory, concentration, split vision have then started to be affected. After that, more planning is required, more reminders of activities to be carried out. I celebrate my birthday at OrsaYran, so wonderful to be there and feel a community. Many come forward and thank me for my documentation! Today you are a celebrity there. Just have to give back and show more of what I want to work with if health and finances allow. On the side of all this, positive things are happening that I will showcase in the future. I also miss the third OrsaYran, this kind of thing is extremely tragic. Who is Responsible? I make contacts in healthcare but get no helpful results. After all, I get a very strong feeling that in their medical records there are hidden codes that will keep me away from the help I need. I know through my studies that a lot of my problems with stomach, intestines come from the B12 deficiency, look for it but referred measures are cancelled. On my own initiative (found out at the emergency room), I reduce the intake of Trombyl (blood thinner), as it can cause minor bleeding in the intestinal system. The Health Care Party's representative in Mora shows basically the same values that I have in terms of Ferrite and B-Hb, he gets fusion, not me! My writing here hardly helps me. But what happened recently has to come out! It's about abuse and torture in a simple form! I have to wait until August 18 to get the next injection. So I guess you add three months to the next one. Although the depots are completely empty and according to the research need to be supported with extra injections to regain their durability! The caregiver's physical impact, mental and physical health, must be the starting point. In fact, I hope that I can solve my problem all by myself in the future, with my own injections. In connection with the upcoming injection, samples must also be taken. Will be very interesting if the IRON pills really give any results on B-Hb and Ferrite. Do I basically have the same values, then it's good that I got the injection before I can see! Otherwise I explode! I can control my temper as I want it to be. Calm and pleasant no psychodrama! As a doctor, can you answer why the body is quickly wasting away and getting signs of ailments it didn't have as long as my B12 injections were working. But had much the same impact in the years 1977 to -93. In the end, the heart problems appear more often - fibrillation (research shows it. The balance, the difference is noticeable after an injection. Migraines, often otherwise largely non-existent. After heavy physical exertion, it wants to appear sometimes. If the failure to give injections is deliberate, then what is this to consider? I see it as torture! I KNOW I don't have to feel this way. But forced to live with it because healthcare has set rules that in both articles in the medical journal and in research published in the host say that they are incorrect decisions based on the individual! On August 18, I received an injection of the above-mentioned B12 Injection. Today, Monday, I can reflect on the changes! Tragically, they haven't arrived the way I was used to with Behepan. What could be the reason? What do the depots say? How are the other blood values? I am not an expert on the values of the various samples taken. But can state the following: In the meantime, took iron supplements in the form of tablets Betolvex and the last month Deroferon. How come I am not getting better results? From what I've read, I know! My surgery in 1974 Billroth II removed the greatest ability. The problems I am talking about that I have in the intestinal system, probably caused by the B12 deficiency. Claimed in some research abroad. My well-being is neglected, my values as well. Based on the fact that I have been forced into injections for many years, the body apparently cannot cope with the standard values set by Swedish healthcare. After all, they are based on the average individual. We are not average individuals. Especially if major interventions have been made in organs that have changed the conditions. What does a doctor know about each individual's need for volume in the depots? It is claimed that my Cobalamin value should be above 900 pmol/L (see reference range). What opportunities do I have for help in healthcare? As I see it today, none at all! What does this mean for my body? Yes, that the majority of functions are burned out! I experience the balance, feel the heart, the mental part and the ability to concentrate, think. Just feeling that the coordination on the keyboard doesn't work as it should, takes longer to type here. It's a disaster when you want to accomplish something so that music lovers can see my photos from OrsaYran. More, more must be up. But the life that has been also feels important to me. Are you aware of what ~Medical gaslighting - B12/deficiency~ is? Lets see forward from 22 August 2023 counter I sit with tears in my eyes. Hope is back in more ways than one. Can I get some of my bodily function back! My doctor called and gives me hope that I will get the help I need. Samples that might tell more, which I really hope the answer doesn't say. But if the thyroid has reacted negatively, that's how it is and then we have to do something about it. Blood fusion is the first thing that is tried. My hope to end the chaos in this head, escape the mental stress, regain balance, escape restless and migraine. Imagine regaining the ability to work here at the computer with full concentration, remembering what and how I sorted files and links, the day before. Produced the images for the websites. Get the mindset clear from one day to the next! More to come! Do you have the right to feel happiness despite the mental well-being that the body delivers from the inside, yes of course, that's what I have to make sure I feel in this life. Despite everything that has been, my generation has experienced the best age imaginable! Managing treatment and based on time, planning! Is it intended to harm me or terrorize me? 2023-22-08 Should I act outside of care? 2023-27-08 What I cannot understand today. It is that a person in need of a blood transfusion is allowed to wait for days and even weeks! When it actually turns out that the deficiency has affected the mood in more than one way for a long time. I ask myself why! There can be several reasons. But if I look at the time required to perform the action, it doesn't take long. But get the feeling that administratively a time is set that in other activities in, for example, industry would never be handled in that way. Take the car repair shop for example. Remember in healthcare it is about treating the human body. It lives and develops provided it is handled well and receives the care it needs! Today I ask myself the question, is this how care takes care of all symptoms! We have wonderful care in terms of surgery, to see a friend go in emergency with arm pain and a few days later to hear that he is on his way back to his company, it is wonderful. But to see a woman suffering from pain and being treated according to the symptomatic treatment Medical gaslighting it upsets me! Going back to the car, we know that if you drive a car into the workshop, the mechanic will put most things aside to investigate the fault. Whether it is then allowed to stand or scrapped is of little importance to the car's value or living conditions! If it can be fixed, it does not matter when it is done, apart from the convenience of the owner! Is it different with the human body? Yes definitely. Look at the heart, treated too late and life cannot be saved. Are human lives more important than the car's? Yes, definitely, the car is just steel and sheet metal, maybe someone likes it. But the person who is harmed by maltreatment or nonchalant treatment usually has people around him who want to see the person live on without pain and a withering body. Created by missed treatment. See it happening to my body. But why do we take better care of a puncture than pain for three years? But, who are responsible? If I call the health center and am rejected, what is the reason? To a great extent, it is likely that care seekers have complaints that are realistic to express? Let's say 1/10 don't have it, is it even right to reject it on those premises? Who gets to decide who is and isn't. Hardly a telephone voice in a switchboard! Through all the years from 1979 I have encountered it often, unfortunately. How much does this have to do with planning and committing time and resources? During the entire time I was connected to X-rays through my then wife, I had thoughts about examinations with emergency reception. But only much later were the routines changed and a more ongoing examination routine came into force! Is it possible to do more? In other departments? Or are you stuck in patterns that are all too comfortable and give stress as a reason for not daring to change. Which has motivated many to think and believe that they should go in with private care instead of the so-called public care. As craftsmen, you love when you have done a job, even with the stress you yourself created to get it done. The requirement for safety and security is found in all occupational categories! 2023-28-08 Sitting here trying to work on my OrsaYran pages. Not going well. Despite a good night's sleep, I'm sitting here falling asleep!!! To feel that due to one's bodily shortcomings one has major problems with the metal piece and sees that it is totally disregarded as a measure to give a person a part of life back. If anything, it creates a severe depression. I know what it led to earlier in life, during that time the health care system fed me drugs and psychopharmaceuticals instead of what I need even now! I have no reason to want to kill myself. Have too many fun things to do. Do what I can to take advantage of life even if the previous condition created a bad pension. I know what life has to offer! Loneliness is a big deal for many people today. You can see that on the dating sites. Been in one for a year now. Was able to calculate that the visits to my profile have given the company about SEK 500,000. I haven't had the economy to talk to the extent that the women want before they say they want to have a meeting over a cup of coffee. But have gained a good insight into how many women live today. But that the biggest problem has become a fear of meeting new people. Does it have to do with the fact that they are meeting men? I gave up and am waiting until the right opportunity presents itself. But I can remain and marvel at the interest in me and, unfortunately, pity many who have problems with their loneliness and their needs. Can I, should I, live well in the life I have around me? Grönängen! Is it life, health or society I should question - DEPRESSION? Yesterday I look at "Fråga doktorn" SVT-Swedish Television, was about examination with ultrasound. As a photographer and ex-husband of an X-ray nurse, you have some insight and knowledge of how these work. I know that my problems with the retching right after eating could be seen and a possible analysis could be done. You can also see things about changes and unusual movements in the intestinal system which could be documented. Whether you could then do something based on that can be questioned. Finally, I have a rectum where I claim there is something obstructing the passage and gas in the form of a pocket or growth. My four hemorrhoid surgeries were done with a knife. Shouldn't have been more than two to allow the end muscle to retain much of its elasticity and strength. Any surgery of that, I think could use some kind of peephole surgery. Suggested ultrasound to the emergency doctor regarding the stomach. But he was refused the referral he had given for me. There I think that it is clearly a matter of a note in the medical record with what we, in other words, give the diagnosis Medical gaslighting. What do you do to get a reaction? Closing this and saying I have nothing bad to say about all these years in healthcare from 1977 to now! Or should the debate be opened on one page of a newspaper, why not on TV? Is there any reporter who is interested in standing up for a number of care recipients who have had surgery for weight loss who today have the same problem as I have getting vitamins and lead as we literally cannot take it up the normal way. 2023-08-31 Now I call and demand to speak with the doctor! Requires immediate action. Let's see if I will get to talk to the doctor and when! Report coming! I had an appointment for fusion and injection, so it was done. I demanded to speak to the doctor and as he was not in the ward until Tuesday September 5th. I knew I had an appointment on September 20th (see above), I won't wait that long! Pick up the mail. In the mailbox is an open letter that tells about that time. The letter was written on August 22nd and arrives on September 1st. Who is to blame is hard to say. It could be that Postnord has delivered in the wrong box. Hence opened. If the person concerned was not guilty of leaving it with me, then so be it. I would get it in time anyway! Then it just dawned on me that I would drop my glasses in the stream too! Now ÖoB glasses can work! Didn't have crap insurance! 2023-09-05 15.00 Yes, the hour of waiting has passed. Lost my head three times. The fatigue is knocking me out! (blodbrist andB12-brist ) anemia and B12 deficiency there you talk about the symptoms in Swedish! But my doctor denies that I have this problem! Or that it is due to some OTHER ERROR, but can't say what and doesn't want to investigate. So I have then seen the result of my conversation with the doctor. Wait another 7 days, so get 7 days earlier. When you read people's struggles and many people's insight and knowledge, how divided the medical profession really is and that those who primarily look to the individual's well-being and not to reference numbers that are for the norm and not the non-norm that we who receive injections need to be treated for! Then you get scared and of course it has to do with the fact that many doctors admit that the individual knows more than the doctor and then you simply give up. I know, as a doctor I am right. I don't need to use my intelligence and think about how bodies work. As a doctor, I have not been taught that. Because then I wouldn't hand out medicines the way I do, but work so that people ate nutrient-enriching products instead. I'm diagnosed as mentally disturbed. Of other things than my bodily internal imbalance in the form of what builds the body in the form of cells and other essentials, hormones and enzymes. The body's internal functions are controlled by the production of blood cells, vitamins and minerals. If you cannot take it up naturally, balances and levels are also disturbed. Some tests suggest this. Tests where it was realized with tablets that by giving a placebo the desired effect was obtained. The levels have dropped from high levels to ordinary levels and the care recipient has had negative consequences. When increased by returning to vitamin supplements, the mental function has returned. They have not been able to get injection fluid to do the same test, but for the reason that you have to have a form of red color that is visible in the urine and reveals the experiment. Now I'm sitting here four hours after the injection! Of course, I wished I had felt what I feel now already 5 weeks ago when I expressed the desire to have the injection. What happens in the body in a few hours is completely inexplicable! I should be an object of care with conversations about how I experience these things, I should be a lecturer for doctors who have little experience with these things and especially for those who have patients who received B12 injections for some time. For those who have patients who have undergone an operation that affects the absorption of B12 and other substances important for health. The majority of those who have surgery for weight reduction have often lost the ability to naturally absorb e.g. B12. How many doctors are as ignorant as my doctors were in the 70s, 80s. Especially the doctor who was my faithful district doctor. To this day, he still doesn't see his mistake. Denies that B12 is of great importance for mental well-being. Like many doctors who are active in healthcare today. I have seen that people are sent to Sæter for forced care, When you should first examine vitamin and mineral balances to support the body's own self-healing. Every day I'm online I get new insights into what B12 does for our body. Below is a video that tells about saving lives with B12 during heart surgery. That the research shows how infections and bacteria are broken down during treatment with B12. Unfortunately, it's an advertising piece first that I can't get rid of, which we in Sweden are not interested in. It is likely that the entire video will have finished playing by the time you get there. Withdraw the maneuver function, you will then avoid the advertising. Try to understand! Slutsvar Provtagningstid 2023-09-13 13:26 Svaret skickat till (Läkare)Mora VC Mott Mora Kommentar/utlåtande RID/LID: 49489288 - S-T4, fritt, S-TSH, S-Ferritin, S-Kobalamin, B-Hb, P-Homocystein Analys   Resultat och kommentarer * markerar resultat utanför referens¬intervallet S-T4, fritt SAKNAR VERIFIERAD NPU-KOD Referensintervall: 11-23 S-TSH SAKNAR VERIFIERAD NPU-KOD Referensintervall: 0,4-4,0 S-Ferritin SAKNAR VERIFIERAD NPU-KOD Referensintervall: 20-250 S-Kobalamin SAKNAR VERIFIERAD NPU-KOD Referensintervall: 180-625 B-Hb SAKNAR VERIFIERAD NPU-KOD Referensintervall: 134-170 P-HomocysteinS AKNAR VERIFIERAD NPU-KOD Referensintervall: <20 15 pmol/LGraf Svar ej vidimerat 1,2 mIE/LGraf Svar ej vidimerat 28 ug/LGraf Svar ej vidimerat 385 pmol/LGraf Svar ej vidimerat 137 g/LGraf Svar ej vidimerat 10 umol/LGraf Svar ej vidimerat                           A video describes how B12-vitamins save life for heart patient! From here on, I will not post any documents, copies of letters or the like. Only text that I have written myself. My own comments on what is happening/happened! Yes, we then got some test answers! To me they show a lot. Unfortunately, I realize that the doctors do not see the same thing. As we have different views on what makes sense for a person who has had injections of B12 for a long time and as the value on the graph shows for B-Hb and S-Ferritin, these values do not increase even though I have taken iron tablets orally for 3 months time, not sure if Ferritin is changed by that intake. According to what I have been informed about, I am in any case too low as hell. Would be interesting with a trial value today, or a week after depositing the fusion. If the values do not change over time when iron has been taken orally, it probably means that I have trouble absorbing it as well due to either the Billroth II operation or that infections or the like means that the intestine does not have full absorption capacity. Based on the video on the treatment of heart problems, it is assumed that B12, reduces infections, reduces bacteria, means? what do you say as a doctor and have come to this reading? Briefly about ferritin and iron deficiency Vital is a health company that checks you if you are not satisfied with the healthcenter Ferritin is used by the body to store iron. Iron deficiency often occurs before symptoms such as blood deficiency (anemia) appear up and can be detected with a ferritin test Iron deficiency should be suspected the ferritin value is less than 30 µg/l. An old person with heart decises, is research claims it should be 60–100 Every day I'm online I get new insights into what B12 does for our body. Below is a video that tells about saving lives with B12 during heart surgery. That the research shows how infections and bacteria are broken down during treatment with B12. Unfortunately, it's an advertising piece first that I can't get rid of, which we in Sweden are not interested in. It is likely that the entire video will have finished playing by the time you get there. Withdraw the maneuver function, you will then avoid the advertising. Try to understand! 2023-09-18 Pleasantly surprised, but we had talked about it. Follow-up phone call from my doctor. Wondered how it was with me. Says as I feel, –"absolutely fantastic. Only wish I had measured like this six weeks ago". –"What about restlegg's legs?" Gone, like ringing in the ears, but best of all the balance, don't stumble." Talking about planning and he says "you want B12 as often as you can!" Quickly strongly expressed from me. "No absolutely not, I want when the body says that I'm on my way down. My body has the ability to express it and I want to pay attention to it. Maj-Britt had the ability to pay attention to that." Now I get a response, hear that he understands what I mean and that I'm not looking for something I don't need. But that the goal is only to feel good and have a functioning body .Where B12 must not be something that brings me down, psychologically, physically and mentally. 2023-10-03 00.25 Feels unbelievably good and has gotten a whole lot done at the computer in the last few days, much of what I missed in my head is back, inspiration, concentration, split vision and being able to remember what you did the day before, sort files and create a summary. Now I want to move on and try to get my stomach, intestines and rectum in order, with muscle. Letter to the doctor, cheeky and requesting ultrasound. Let's see what happens! Sampling today! Good host and the doctor is sure to be happy. But from my acquired knowledge, I could have placed higher as far as S-Cobalamin is concerned. RID/LID: 49549188 –S-Ferritin, S-Cobalamin, B-Hb Analysis Results and comments * marks results outside the reference range S-Ferritin Reference range: 20–250 534 ug/L * S-Cobalamin Reference range: 180–25 489 pmol/L B-Hb Reference range: 134–170 143 g/L Analysis ReThat the Ferritin is high is recovering from the fusion I received on 9/13. So it has also been beneficial. I have a completely different life compared to the three months before. Work at the computer goes like a dance. Wondering how many people have similar problems that could easily be removed. What are we doing with life, dear doctors. How many end up in a psychiatric clinic, fed happy pills, when it is a higher Cobalamin value that solves the problem results and comments * marks results outside the reference range ! To be continued! 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